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sometimes, i like to think, and try to understand something that i may never truly understand.
i guess i like knowing who i am, because i can never truly know anyone in this world.
i am many things, i'm an artist, i am hot tempered, i am shy, i am awkward, i am understanding, i am silly... i have a little girl inside of me...

why though. why can't i just be like that girl across from me. why can't i just desire a normal relationship... people say, well that's boring. but at the same time... it's safe... the chances of getting hurt, rejected, feeling confused is so much less, while the chances of finding someone compatible is some much higher.. but that aside. i am who i am. is there any reason denying it any longer? 21 years trying to figure that out and now. maybe... i'm okay ..

i'm okay with being a child, i alright with being a little more naive, i'm fine with needed a father figure in my life to keep me strong and help me grow, i'm happy to be someone who understands that i'm different but aren't we all. we're all made up of skin, flesh and bones, we all hurt and rejoice, we all struggle and we all hope to conquer but all out paths and all that is on the inside of us is different.
i'm different. and i suppose i don't owe anyone an explanation why.. not even myself.

21 years.. i hope i find you soon.. because there's so much i want to share and let out and let go off. there's so much i want to learn and want to teach, there's so much i want to experience and encounter. but i'll leave it to God and His time and in the meanwhile... i'll just be thinking.

That's the age old question in the ABDL scene i'm afraid....."why am i into this?"....."It would be so much easier finding a partner if i wasn't into this"....
Unfortunately we are who we are & we all go through the "binge & purge" many times before we accept who we are.
From experience i'd say tha...
  • January 11, 2012
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You have a little girl inside you? Why did you eat her? 0_o. Everyone is different, and there is no such thing as "normal" anyways. Thinking is fine, and a good thing, but beware of over thinking. Also, okay say you weren't in this scene, that you could pack it all up and throw it away...... it woul...
  • January 11, 2012
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This is how i read you, Lisa:
You'd rather have a daddy, than a regular male
someone who'd listen, and not turn tail
value all parts of you, big and little too
even nappies, which are usually taboo.

being just little is still quite an issue
when society values muscle and hustle
experience over naiv...
  • January 11, 2012
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You will find him darling. When you do, you will be glad that you waited for him!
  • January 11, 2012
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Lisa Tan
Thank you for all your comments, advice, and best wishes. am going to try to keep my head up and heart strong ! nods
  • January 12, 2012
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