Well I figured I would update this and give a more upbeat and lengthy description of myself. So enjoy:

I am surprised I didn't do this before, but since I tend to ramble on that was probably the reason.

Now the first thing you need to know is that the pictures of me are about two to three years old right now so I look a little different. My hair no longer has that blond streak down the middle it is now completely black and I am thinner since I took back running.

Now as I have indicated above I love to run (I am not athletic in any way however since I am that guy that runs and walks into stuff, like that time I ran into a fire hydrant once he he). I am a long distance runner who likes to run with my older sister. I ran when I was in high school track and cross country and then just cross country and track. Then because my grades in college would not let me run I actually stopped running all together for years until my older sister challenged me to run with her with her during the Chicago Marathon with her and I have been doing so ever since, and she and I have been running in the Chicago Marathons together except for last year when I ran it by myself (26.2 miles of fun he he). So all together I have run about three Chicago Marathons and I have the medals for running them in my apartment.

Now as I have said about I live by myself and have done so for about three years in an apartment. While my social skills are not good I do try very hard. Unfortunately since I really really hate myself because of the mental and physical abuse I suffered as a kid I didn't really have any friends until recently and in the back of my mind I still feel like they are going to leave me just like my previous friends did because of them moving away or because I subconsciously found a reason to not see them anymore. I hope that is not going to be the case because Baby Skittles and Dixon are both really really good friends and I thank everyday that I have them.

Now to tell you a little bit more about myself I have an older sister, a mom, and a father who doesn't give a shit about me but I still love him anyway.

I also like music a lot. The kind of music I listen to really determines my mood I am in. When I am really happy I will listen to upbeat music like Green Day's time of your life. When I am super depressed and want to cut myself I listen to Metallica's Fade to Black. Also, one more thing I hate that little turd Justin Bieber and all the little kiddie pop bands because I believe they are a sign of the music Apocalypse. That is why I listen to Green Day, Foo Fighters, ACDC, Metallica, Red Hot Chili peppers, etc.

I also really like animals. I have had a dog since I was in first grade and since I moved out on my own I have had a cat for three years. My mom has a boxer. My older sister has a fat and evil cat. My sisters boyfriend and soon to be husband has a cat. So yes we really really like animals.

I also really really really like watching sports. I am a huge Chicago Bears, Chicago White Sox, and Chicago Bulls fan. There are posters of them all around my room.

Now if you have not figured this out I really like super heros in particular Spiderman duh.

I also work at Walgreens and have done so for at least 13 years now and it has been the only job I have ever had. I am a photo tech there and I can also work third shift.

Now onto the thing you have been waiting for in particular. I am an AB/DL. When I first found out I liked diapers I thought I was a freak and after I masturbated in a diaper when I was 14 years old I vowed never to wear them again after slapping and punching myself in front of a mirror, and I achieved that goal for seven years until I found some diaper sites. I was still uncertain about it and spent about two years researching it and becoming a member of diaper sites and telling anybody who asked that I was not interested in wearing a diaper because not only was I not at the time because I was terrified of what people would say if they found out, but I also didn''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t want people to tell me how cool diapers where and that I should wear them if I told them that I had an interest in them when I was younger. I wanted to discover that for myself. However, that feeling and the fact that I wanted to help the younger members so badly who were depressed because of what happened to me when I was a kid with the physical and mental abuse unfortunately caused me to care about younger people''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''s well being a lot caused me to get treated very badly by many members to the point where they called me a pedo (which to me is the worst thing in the world to be called). However, despite some bad treatment there were some good people there that didn't treat me bad, but not many. Those people and mainly the fact that I got tired of running from the feeling made me finally give up my vow to not wear diapers for nine years and I have really never looked back since. Now even though I have about 20 bags of diapers I don't really try to wear them that much because I don't want the feeling to wear off and because I am terrified that people will catch me. That is why I have the diaper rule where I can only wear a diaper after I go for a run and have time after the run to wear them. This means I can sometimes go for weeks without really wearing a diaper because if you think about it I can''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t really wear a diaper to work and with all the money I had to spend on them I don''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t like to wear them without using them. Now I am not afraid to wear them in public (except to work of course). However, because of my shy bladder I can't really use the diaper in public. Also, I will never mess in public because that is just rude. Also, in case you are wondering yes I like to wet and mess my diaper. I love to mess in particular since my shy bladder kind of limits the wetting part accept in private then I can use it. Now since I am an AB I also have baby things like a bottle (it probably needs to be cleaned), the ducky sleeper in the picture, teddy bear plastic pants (those are a life saver), and adult paci Nuk 5. Two oneises that are navy blue and one with Curious george on it that I got on ebay. Now I also have plushies like super teddy, snoopy with a pampers diaper on, and woodstock.

Now here is the thing and this might shock you but unless I want to be certain somebody is really a girl since most are guys pretending to be girls or people that I am going to see in person I really really don't care about diaper pics of people. That is why I have not taken diaper pics of myself in about three years, why my camera only has 3.2 megapixels on it, and why it has not had batteries in it for a year (that could also be because until a little while ago I also had no social life outside of work). That means that I don''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t want people on this site to be friends of mine who are lurkers and looking for more diaper pics of me because honestly you are looking at the wrong guy because I probably will not post any. Also, it is because I don''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t care what you look like as a person, I don''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t care if your gay, straight, bi, or if you have purple skin. I only care if your a jerk or not. Also, if you want to talk. That is why I have every messanger I could get my hands on. I have aim, yahoo, msn, and skype. I also have gone to at least seven to eight different websites that I am a member of and some I even forgot about so that I can meet and talk to as many people as possible. However, that doesn''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t mean that I going to go from person to person asking you to be my friend. That is not how I work. I will only add you as a friend if you ask to be because for some reason that makes me feel that it is more likely that you will talk to me then if I just randomly go around asking people if they will be my friend, because there are some people who will become your friend and then never talk to you again. Now, as for diaper stories that is a completely different matter all together. I love diaper stories, and diaper stories were the reason I was draw back to the diaper world because I read them. So I read them a lot. So if you want to chat please oh please send me a message or something. Now if I don''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t talk back to you the main reason is because sometimes I don''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t sign onto the messangers because either I want to get something done and when I start talking I can never stop and do the thing I want or I am really really depressed and I just don''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''t want to talk to anybody because I feel like I am even more of a worthless piece of garbage then I already am and I am thinking of cutting myself.

Well that is all that I can think of for now.

Your Friendly Neighborhood Spiderman